Saturday, March 17, 2012


bumped into J-Shoes (UK brand) at city link mall 
with nice interior decor. 
and jr found her dream shoes :) 
2nd pair of shoes in a day. 
we are not shopaholic, 
we are just boosting the economy. 



iLights Festival at Marina Bay









Zelia is THREE project.

Zelia turned THREE on Friday.
love the smile on this little big girl :)


 a little project to handmade some gift tags for the gifts to zelia's classmates






HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Stay happy always!

Saturday, March 10, 2012

lesson learnt: never be the one executing the plan that you doubt right from the start

feeling extremely stupid to be the one actually executing the plan that i thought that WE are in it. but after today i think i am super naive person. i got the credits for PLANNING all this MYSELF. 
great. i really feel like digging a whole and hide inside. non stop talking about it. and YES. its me who planned it all... including choosing every single thing. to think again. yes. girl... its all just joke and why be so serious and go carry the plan out. 
as usual at the supper table. can anyone tell me that they DO NOT have at least 30 bucks in their pocket to pay for the freaking food. 
i am actually quite tired of myself. i do not know how i should behave. i really hate myself for being myself. yes. i do. 
i think i will still prefer my normal life with brunch on weekends. and not party and alcohol. sorry guys.. i think we just are different group of people altogether. why did i realized only so late.
yes. we broke up quite some time ago already. i need to lead a better single life and achieve more than i can when i m stuck with another person. i really do. but. i doubt my own beliefs.

maybe its all self deceiving.. to make myself feel better.  

i just want to be alone. 

for a long long time. 

i hope i can handle and behave as i should. don't test my limits. i don't know what i will do. 


i am finally a mac user.


after months, i am finally a mac user both home and office as of yesterday 20120309.
well, everything will be so great with a perfect machine to work on everyday. i want to realize my dreams and start doing the things that i like but haven't got a chance to do. 
i need to reorganize my life and find myself.

things will get better right?
tell me. 
yes.
please.